My dream has gone!

My dream of getting the full mark, 990 points on TOEIC test has gone.
Even my highest score didn’t go over 900 points.
It was when I was young that I succeeded in getting the first grade of Eiken.
But when I began to prepare for TOEIC test, I was already old in my 70s.
As you know, this test needs quick response to answer.
To be sad, I finally couldn’t help giving up.